Actually I was gonna post this on my main blog for today but I could see this post going two directions of which one would not of slotted in so well on it and the other needed a bit a bit more fine tuning so that it could which is something I have done the odd time here where you got the no holds bar edition and the main blog got the more subtle hinted form missing out a few aspects.
After taking that weekend off studying to be away with little/middles friends with my caregivers blessing and not the previous weekend being able to write you know what happens: Resumption of studying this weekend tackling the outstanding English work taking our time so I don’t over do things but equally I not allowed to get away with not doing the things I can do.
It’s always been easier to sit around not doing things either expecting an exemption, or because those who might of expected anyone else to seem to think I shouldn’t to the point they never really saw what I could do because they never had me try it or I was feeling like being bone lazy.
So for a very long time my default was to do nothing and in so far anything like studying went if it wasn’t going to be easy then plenty of people would just let me do next to nothing even while it may of hard going, I could of done something more.
That’s really thing that is changing both with the studying having to do things I find hard, coping with flare ups of some of my conditions which consideration is given to and even being with people where I am expected to help out, contributing in kind that people are helping me turn around those old habits being prepared to pull me over a lap for a hard spanking when I didn’t do it which truthfully is what the child emerging teen should of gotten apart from having some kind of agreed chores list.
Thinking over how I have dealt with my recent paw problems plus my more recent visits staying with people underscores this so much and I’d like to thank everyone who has and is helping me move on cos it’s time I did.